[ It feels like that heat only grows under the weight of Basch’s gaze and he finds himself squirming restlessly again. That heat under his skin is growing, too, and some part of him already wants to give in and ask for more.
But that stubbornness, despite cracking from the heat, hasn’t caved yet. And he doesn’t even know what’s safe to ask for. Not yet, especially not here. Nothing was as it seemed, as he’d expected it to be. he thought going out would give him opportunities, a way of escape.
Instead, he was dressed in a way that showed off everything he wished to keep out of sight. His refusal of the leash had only put him a more precarious position. And anyone he might have asked for help had turned out to be an even bigger threat than the man who now owned him.
It felt like every choice he made just dug him deeper and deeper into this hole and nothing made sense anymore.
Especially when his own body kept craving the very last things he should want, with a growing hunger that was getting harder and harder to ignore. ]
I don’t want anything.
[ That was definitely a lie. And a petulant one, at that. ]
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Date: 2024-10-05 10:01 pm (UTC)But that stubbornness, despite cracking from the heat, hasn’t caved yet. And he doesn’t even know what’s safe to ask for. Not yet, especially not here. Nothing was as it seemed, as he’d expected it to be. he thought going out would give him opportunities, a way of escape.
Instead, he was dressed in a way that showed off everything he wished to keep out of sight. His refusal of the leash had only put him a more precarious position. And anyone he might have asked for help had turned out to be an even bigger threat than the man who now owned him.
It felt like every choice he made just dug him deeper and deeper into this hole and nothing made sense anymore.
Especially when his own body kept craving the very last things he should want, with a growing hunger that was getting harder and harder to ignore. ]
I don’t want anything.
[ That was definitely a lie. And a petulant one, at that. ]