[ He wraps his arms warmly about his lover, tucking his face back against his throat once more with a soft, contented hum. ]

I know you do. Which is why I'm not afraid of it. I didn't even know I could turn my brain off like that. I tried everything, back in the day. Every vice, every trick, every substance. I could sometimes drink myself to that point but the hangover the next day rarely made it worth it.

And here you are, able to take me there with soft words and warm touches and incredible orgasms. This is definitely the better end of the deal.

[ Another kiss, pressed to the little hollow just under Basch's ear. ] I think it says something, that no matter the illusion or fantasy, no matter the challenge of it, we still find ourselves right back here. Like this.